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| Friday, June 23rd, 2006 | | 2:36 pm |
dancing in the dark
so i know everyone says this....but its been a while....i think with my absence i have a right to say it... stop here if you dont want to read rambling....its just about my thoughts and whats been going on recently....if you're not that kind of reader then i suggest a skip over.... so yeah...the title has no relevance, it was just the name of the episode of judging amy that my sister is watching right now....i thought it was funny...im not too much a fan of judging amy(never seen it)... so i've been home for almost 2 weeks. i've been trying like crazy to get jobs this summer. i went into busken again to get a reference and i came out with a job. i drive delivery for them now(pay increase drew me to the offer). But driving a van is much better than running around getting donuts for people....and you would think donuts are simple... in coming back i have acquired some resources i didnt even know existed...turns out the old guy who delivers with me worked at ups for 30 yrs and was able to put in a good word...but being that ups didnt hire summer workers, or at least me, i was able to get 4 other numbers of businesses...two of which i have turned down after they are under the impression i am working for them.... so my boss used to be a bartender for outback and he gave them a call for me...actually without me knowing...and they have places for me there...so i need to call them back to see if i have a position...and that is the reason i turned my second job down about a half hour before i was supposed to show up for training.....yeah i know.....im an asshole....but that has been determined already....if you didnt know that one, you havent spent much time with me recently....or i cared too much to be an ass...anyways, hopefully i'll have a second job at outback which will turn out good in the end... my goal for the summer is 5k...i know for a fact that i'll probably not make that, but its good to have goals....who knows...what i do know is that i need money....and that's what summer is for....i have not been out as much as i would like and most likely i wont get out frequently....im lucky enough to go to florida for a week...but that will be it....my one chance to get out for the summer....its not a bad deal... and in response to matt's entry a little bit ago....i know what it feels like to want that person....ever since high school, i have never had a best friend....the only qualification for best friends have been every girl that i have dated since high school....granted, they were my best friend at the time, but they're my girlfriend too....i have been too close to girlfriends that i havent put time into that male bonding stuff...as girlfriends changed, so did my group of friends....which is my utmost failure as a person....you may think it odd, but it is my true regret of life....who cares if i farted really loud in front of everybody during reading time in kindergarten....hehe....and the worst part is i'm left with a bunch of friends and mostly acquaintances....any of which would be shocked to hear me say that they are my best friend.... dont take that the wrong way....i've learned to care about a girl so much that i still care about her now...even though contact is at a minimum and breakup was painful...i just wish them the world....i dont care what they think of me..... so here i go wondering about my social life....waiting for school to start again cause now that's the place i only feel perfectly comfortable anymore... and changing subjects....i turned in my portfolio to apply for architecture next year....i await the response this summer....so in a way....this summer affects my whole life... for those grammatically superior than i am.....i apologize...and if you read this....you have more patience than i do... well....its been a while....but it felt good....it feels good to vent every now and then.... Current Mood:  i dont know | | Friday, November 18th, 2005 | | 12:33 am |
there is nothing like jumping into mirror lake.....when it is below freezing....with nothing but shorts on....do something marvelous....feel marvelous...live life....just go for it... Current Mood:  marvelous | | Tuesday, July 26th, 2005 | | 8:14 pm |
i didn't find this out until yesterday...but we def got 1st out of 700 down in disney....yeah | | Friday, July 15th, 2005 | | 3:26 pm |
if anyone guesses how many celestial cheese cups dropped on the ground today, i will treat them to dinner...hint: i dropped a track full of them... ap's are at mom's house....dont know what i got on them yet... Current Mood:  amused | | Thursday, July 14th, 2005 | | 10:39 am |
please people...this is very secret information, if word of this gets out, my ass and the whole busken bakery chain will be put out of business forever.... please do not tell anyone...i am fed up with this job and will be gone in a month anyways so here it goes... so i went into work this morning at 5, like usually...i must say, everything was in order, donuts were out and we were ready to go to open at 6... there is only one reason why us busken folk get up so early....that is, yes i must say, to catch our cookies..... we take a van of usually four to five people and make our way to the place of habitation....it is getting harder and harder to find these so called smileys...everytime we clear out a population, we must find another and build a store close by....all of the other stores have long cleared out their community and have a need for smileys... we made our way down to the natural spring off of tylersville road... there is an entrance to the water underneath in the middle of the field of corn.... so we went down with our nets, stun guns and flashlights...only this time, it was different...i think the smileys are getting smarter and faster....usually we just trap them and bag them with nets...if they get too fast or jumpy, we stun them....those are the cookies that look a little off....ya know, the messed up eye, or the smile that is crooked.... this time, they were prepared, they had created a mud wall sealing us out of the spring...a couple weeks ago they were throwing objects, one threw a large piece of glass which, as everyone saw, cut my hand down the side so bad i needed 7 stitches.... its just getting harder and harder....i stuck my shoulder out and broke through the mud wall, they were awaiting us.....they had whole batallions of smileys in rank with weapons, luckily harmless, in each hand ready to fight for their lives...i shocked the whole lot of them, they fell instantly....we bagged them and drove back to sever their limbs and prep them for sale.... im getting scared, if this community is starting to fight back, what will the next store have to deal with...its a total nightmare...im actually afraid of the smileys now...someday, they will win...luckily, not while i'm around to see it... so we got ready and opened at 6..the day went fine at work...only another month and im out of there and upstate...cant wait....yes that rhymed now i must tend to my wounds.... and remember, the smiley face cookies are not what they seem...make sure they are dead...and yes, they bite back... Current Mood:  blank | | Wednesday, July 13th, 2005 | | 10:44 pm |
the summer is rolling by...the only way i can tell is from the few amount of baseball games there are left...i know my hamstring problem was a setback for a lot of the season, but, damn... i'm starting to get into that contemplative mode of how everything is new in the fall...its weird. mostly, everyone is somewhere else, doing their own thing...i wonder how i will be able to keep track with people when they are gone...hell, i have trouble now while they are here... i walked through the halls of st.x yesterday. i took my track uniform back finally... :), coach had wanted it for a while...i was walking through the school and it felt distant, very distant...as though i were going through a high school i knew, but didnt go to...it was fairly odd...but what can you do... i guess we're all hitting the stages of life that our parents tell us about... "just wait, you'll be 40 tomorrow"... this is where our lives get set...we get into a profession we will strive to master until we retire...we settle down with that special someone...we have kids and watch them do exactly what we did...no more moving around...no more confusion...just the same thing for years to come... for the past four years i have eaten bologna sandwiches with pringles and a beverage... im ready for a new sequence Current Mood:  contemplative | | Thursday, June 23rd, 2005 | | 12:33 pm |
first day back
i must say, after spending two days in orientation at osu, i love that campus...and almost everything about the program i'm getting into... people are awsome, knolton building is awsome, and the atmosphere is on eof the best i've ever seen... yeah, we definitely had a scavenger hunt throughout the entire architecture building...atleast the architecture students did...when we all got the first clue, we started walking as a bunch...i leaned over towards nick(teams of 2) and asked him, you wanna run? so.....we started briskly jogging, and the others were like, ummm oh shit, and started running too...... 20 clues..... by the tenth clue, everyone, including girls, was sweaty and exhausted....it was amazing....i'd say we ran a couple miles in that building.....if i had to put a number to it....i'd say about 4-5 miles....it was nuts i had a lot of fun.... but i got home yesterday at 4....and then i was like....oh, lets start working on the badass model that's in the basement....i had just finished one a week before...so, time for the other one... so i was going along and i was like....boy are these plastic connections really thick! so i took out the box cutter and started cutting they off, and at about the 4th piece....i slipped and the box cutter sliced my hand open...so i was like.....OH SHIT!!!....I HAVE TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL....so i ran upstairs, aplied pressure with a paper towel against my hand....and called my dad.... "dad, i have to go to the hospital.." "now?" "i just sliced my hand open" "oh ok............ummm............i'll be there in a little bit" so we went to the hospital and in about an hour i was stitched up and out of there, which is really good compared to most times.... 7 stitches....yay.... | | Wednesday, June 8th, 2005 | | 4:45 pm |
hahaha.....sry, i just had to.... yes!!! Current Mood:  desired.... | | 4:35 pm |
HER DIARY Saturday night I thought he was acting strangely. We had made plans to meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friend all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong he said nothing. I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say I love you too. When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched T.V. He seemed distant and absent.Finally I decided to go to bed, about 10 minutes later he came to bed and to my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but I still felt that he was distracted and his thoughts were mewhere else. I decided that I could not take it anymore so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a disaster. HIS DIARY Played a horrible game of golf today! Shot a 95 - can't putt for shit. Got laid though. i find that funny.... Current Mood:  tired | | Wednesday, May 11th, 2005 | | 9:59 pm |
i really am frustrated to the point where i would rather not say anything, just put this thing on... 1. Reply with your name and i will write something about you. 2. I will then tell what reminds me of you. 3. If i were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be... 4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you. 5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment i've had with you. 6. I'll then tell you something that i've always wondered about you. 7. Put this in your journal. Current Mood:  annoyed | | Tuesday, April 12th, 2005 | | 6:10 pm |
Your Inner European is Irish! |
Sprited and boisterous!
You drink everyone under the table. | never thought myself as being irish....i guess i dont live up to my german name... :P Current Mood:  geeky | | Sunday, April 3rd, 2005 | | 3:25 pm |
bunch of b-days.....happy birthday Nicholas Blaze and also , i just learned, Kelly....and also of another surprise bday that sounded like fun.... EVEYONE'S 18!!! well, kinda, still some acceptions...like, the people that aren't...but good luck with that... time to enjoy the beautiful spring day.....i cant wait..... Current Mood:  ecstatic | | Sunday, March 20th, 2005 | | 9:12 pm |
well, the only reason i feel like updating right now is because i got this new napoleon picture that i had to cut down to fit in the damn 100x100 pixel limit.... well, my weekend was alright, some high points and some low points, but all in all was alright... i realized saturday that the whole track intrasquad meet thing was a disaster, mainly because i had let it become fairly disorganized. atleast it was cancelled a quarter of the way through it. it would have been devastating and coach would have been mad...my team had no idea what they were running...hehe...oh well... i have very many blue spots on my hands right now. i was painting and washing out the painting bottle, did not go as cleanly as planned...oh well now my time is up....i really need to change these faces, there are like, three faces for all of the multiple numbers of moods Current Mood: lazy | | Friday, February 25th, 2005 | | 6:51 pm |
always knew i had the good stuff.... ;P going to go see hitch tonight...wonder if its any good...but hopefully i'll get to see will smith's ass...and that's not me talking, that's emily....ok...maybe me a little bit... :D Current Mood: giddy | | Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005 | | 6:48 pm |
the fact that wednsday has already come and passed us by is amazing.... track was not as hard as i thought it would be.....even more amazing.... anand bent the fuck out of his car(appearantly)....not so amazing.... i am restlessly hungry....not amazing at all.... i will leave....i like to double space tschüs.... you have no idea how long it took me to figure out that alt code...alt 129 byes Current Mood:  hungry | | Monday, February 21st, 2005 | | 1:08 pm |
if anyone wants to help with lyrics...i need them for 2 songs i have music to... | | 12:12 pm |
ehbleh
wow....this free day is pretty awsome, ignoring the fact i have a lot to do...but it doesnt matter, anyday free from school is a day indeed.. so this weekend was pretty good...i went to the raffle dance for mcauley because the seniors won the raffle...yeah...there were about 40 people there...but that's what made it all the better....and the dj was that faculty guy from st.x, i think its coach keith? i dont know....it was great, he was just taking requests all night....and that was pretty fun... saturday...well...wasnt the best of days, but it worked....i woke up at 440 to go to work...a good 4 hrs of sleep is sometimes good sometimes bad... so i went to work and that was normal until i had to leave at 9 for a track meet... so i met up at 10 at st.x so we could start our gruesome journey towards uk in lexington...we listened to ac/dc the entire way down....the entire way down....it was fun...but we got to the nutter fieldhouse and it was an ok track meet....i didnt do good i didnt do bad, so it was alright...they're turning me into a 400 runner...which will be rewarding, yet not so fun...atleast i hit my pr of outdoor last year in this meet...so i am happy...but its still a bad time...hehe...i ran a 60, 200, and 4x400 relay...we got demolished in the relay, but we kicked lasalle's ass..so i was happy....and very hungry.... so i slept the rest of the day when i got home at 830....i was tired... sunday was good....i went to emily's house for her birthday celebration with her family...a month after her birthday...i found it humerous...her family is interestingly funny...and i was a little bummed about the oreo cake.....note to self...do not give up chocolate for lent next year...hehe...oh well..the orange cake was scrumtious as well... so here i am....i have a lot of everything to do and i am still procrastinating like i always do...but thats how it goes... if you read all of this entry and are still energized, i give all my ups to you...not very many people can read intently about how days go....or atleast i cant...i would have stopped reading my own about 5 minutes ago...well...im done rambling...so i must go read...or do art...most likely both...and clean...i forgot about that for a second...i am off byes Current Mood:  i like how the dragon looks... | | Monday, February 7th, 2005 | | 10:13 pm |
wow...its been a very long time...but yeah...anyways i went to my first indoor track meet and it was crazy firstly, it took forever so everyone was bored and after my first event the only thing my coach had to say to me was that i will have to hit the weights hard for the next two months....so yeah...it'll be interesting....and muscular!... :P anyways, before my last event, the 4x200, the girls 800 open ran and it was nuts.... so here's my view of it.... so i hear the gun go off and then i hear another shot....whenever there are two shots its usually because someone false started...so anyways, i was laughing cause who is dumb enough to false start on an 800 when you dont even use blocks anyways.... so after the second clip goes off there is a lot of raucus...sp?....and then i hear screaming....OH GOD!! AHHHH!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! so im thinking, what the hell, ok lady, its not that bad that you false started....but i thought something was up so...the girl screaming....snapped her leg in half at the knee....appearantly she stepped on another girl's heel and her foot went sideways and she was on the sharp curve so her leg stapped in half....and it was bent the wrong way....like....upwards....not fun....so our meet was delayed half an hour... it was nuts... and we screwwed up our 4x200....cionni fell, and i almost ran into a guy that was not getting off the track quick enough....so i dodged him and was waylayed a little bit....but our team still scored third in the heat....and i looked at the sheet of the meet that had the places....we placed 7th out of a bunch of teams.....hehe.....a guy fell and we still placed seventh....that is crazy.....look out moeller!....us sprinters are coming! oh well....so yeah....eagles lost, a little upset but not too much....they deserved to lose for the way they were playing....oh well... im exhausted from our hard workout today...its crazy...they had us run in the fucking rain at 40 degrees with the wind on the final stretch... 600, 600, 500, 500....that's what they made us do....crazy... although i feel relieved for some reason.. well...i am off... sweet dreams and to all a good night.. Current Mood: exhausted | | Friday, January 21st, 2005 | | 7:07 am |
i have been up since 6, so i have been up for an hour, fully aware that we do not have school today....it's funny things like this....we think, YES...NO SCHOOL....MORE SLEEP, yet sleep does not come easy....i guess it's just me feeling bad about the people who do have school....wait....or its the intense giddiness because i'm out of school when a lot of the people i know still have it....i dont know which....but yeah....im going to watch t.v.......and i blame all of you people going to school for keeping me up this morning..... :D... !!!!~~~~wOOt~~~!!!! Current Mood: giddy | | Monday, January 17th, 2005 | | 9:25 pm |
i forgot to do this.... [01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you. [02] I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you. [03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise. [04] Last, i will try to name a single word that best describes you. [05] Put this in your journal so much for keeping up with my part of the bargain... :P Current Mood: apathetic |
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